tigerbeatpoet, xo

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Saturday, February 09, 2008

Saturday, February 02, 2008


Why am I putting this out for the world to read? I have no idea. But news is news.

I found out today that I have a half brother who is twenty-three and my biological father hasn't been in contact with his family for over three years or something and they don't know where he is.

That is all.

So much for the song of the day panning out into an actual, DAILY thing...

I have been rocking the multitasking lately, but this has ended up being shorted, eh?

I will admit, as I tend to do late at night, that I feel a bit overwhelmed. Tomorrow I meet for lunch with what might be my only connection to my biological father. I know her from my childhood as a friend of my mother's. Frankly, I don't even remember what she looks like. I don't believe that I have ever met him, and if I did, of course I don't remember. I am completely nervous. I wonder, will I actually get any information, and if I DO, will it be satisfactory data? I don't know if he is dead or alive, good or bad, young or old.